offer me no vinegar
Wednesday, September 23, 2009 at 04:10AM 'The Jordan is waiting for me to cross through, My heart is aging I can tell...'
I am not sure if I feel more like Plaxico Burress or Jesus of Nazareth tonight. None of the three of us were innocent in our exile from the community. I suppose in some odd way we all got what was coming to us. Play with fire and you will get burned. In any event banishment has its own teacher. You really can't get there from here lest you walk through that desert. It's in the wilderness where we learn to be hungry again.
And thirsty.
Things didn't fare well for Jesus outside the city gates. Like Absolam he was banished from the city of David. In the last they both hung like brothers from a tree, sides pierced by violence. Connected by their contrast. One faithless the other faithful. Stuff happens this side of glory. David's heart broke. I suppose God's did too. That is the point of these stories you know. Fathers love their sons.
Perhaps it will work out in the end for Plaxico. Maybe redemption lies on the other side of silence for him. I hope so. We could all use a second chance whether we 'deserve' it or not.
And as for me--offer me no vinegar. I am not ready to bow my head. I am not ready to be finished. I cling this late night to the thin line of hope..of redemption...of vindication. I may die on this lonely hill...but I wouldn't be the first.
Reader Comments (1)
I can identify with you in my own little way, Daryl, though it does seem big to me.